expectations

expectations

quite dangerous isnt it?? a proper balance of this word is something none can master by having it. you see, when you fill your mind with expectations, it thrives for something, something that might be or mightnot become a reality. a little pinch less and you loose the grip of things and a little more can hurt you just like a grain of sand scratching a perfect mirror, un- repairable. 

question??? answer??

suns down, lights out, eyes sore, body weak. but you are  still searching for answers at the midnight or maybe its not the answer you  seeking. maybe the question is what bothering you! what the question is?? is the question! self evaluation? what question can be put suitable that justifies you ?? the state you are in? there must be a question that perfectly defines you!!! irrational??? well maybe! have you been able to give it a one thought? no? is your mind confused or your heart? its always difficult to choose a path and not regret taking the another, isnt it? what about no question at all!!!! but its not possible again because there must be a defination of your existence. there is always a question throughout your life which reflects you. you cannot get rid of the question but you can choose what the question could be if you reform yourself!! afterall its the answer that is defining the question here. isnt it?????

choice

CHOICE, such an amazing word isnt it? when you have this word by your side, you always try to explore the possibilities. you always try to be something else everytime. it always provide you hope that maybe you will find something extra. you never try to hold back your vulnerability. you show up who you are, doesnt matter how messed up you could be or how insecured you are, you keep that aside and you just....... dive!!! into a sea of countless variables you could choose from everytime. BUT what if choice doesnt exist in your constant of existance. what if there is one but you are unaware of??? you will always thrive for excellence in a go right???you will see nothing than a seamless perfection infront of you that you gain insecurities, vulnerabilities because of it that will justtttt... hold you back. you start your life in a mirage... mirage of fear, fear that shouldnt exist. but there is choice. life gives you everytime... you just need to find it!!!

pain

what is pain?
is it something you feel when you are hurt physically or emotionally? or is it something that you feel when you miss someone? no pain is bigger than that. pain is not just a feeling or a state of mind . pain is a tree that grows inside you that feeds onto the things, the grudge, the  sleepless nights of sorrow, which insuffocates you from inside. it grows inside of you and continue to grow big. its too late to do anything and it starts to consume from the very root of itself.....you!!!!!.  yes it chockes you to the time you feel are dead inside.  and you can do nothing about it. you just lie there watch it devour you from the inside and leave you like a hollow wood in middle of a dessert..... useless.
wake up!!!! let that outbrusting flame of pain and fear drown in the wave of your strong will and shear guts. cut down sorrows of the wing of tree and deforest the pain inside you and plant a new flower of life which blossoms every spring making you believe in yourself for eternity.

rain

its so facinating how small things can teach a life worthy lessons. look at the rain thats pouring all over. no matter how your life is frightining like lightning and dark like clouds but the result is always a beautiful downpour of relief and happiness like the rain that brings life to everything it touches. look beyond picture. look how even after rain, rainbow spreads beautiful colors to the sky of infinity which holded the dark clouds of sorrow before. everything happens for a cause. there is no rain or rainbow without dark clouds and lightning. it takes nothing but patience and a hope that the dark clouds will fade away spreading drops of happiness of rain.

hope

when i gaze into the clusters of stars, i see hope. a hope to shine brighter than ever. a hope to share their light within. hope is what this universe fuels to. we run our every moment of life on a hope to be successful, to have a family, to LIVE. hope is surreal, hope is omnipresent. a poor family hope their next dinner shall be a filled stomach, a bullied child hope his friends will accept him. a jobless person hope to get a job. a struggler hope he never have to repeat things again. hope is what drives us days after days with that thrill in mind that there will be a day where they will be standing at a apex and the only hope existing there is this life of hope never ends. yes, hope is a beautiful thing.

wanna be

wanna be the one who you miss in the night
the one who kisses and hugs you tight
fill your everyday with smile and
hold your hand to make it to the end
be it the river of happiness or sadness stream
wanna be the shoulder, you can trust and lean
might have some pillow fights or some weepy night
some argue days or a movie night
but will never leave you until that smile looks right